Sometimes I just think that studying in a college just doesn't seem right for me. I don't like how we know we are going to say goodbye shortly so we don't put our whole hearts into making friends. It shouldn't be this way. I guess I should've have taken Form6. I don't mind studying hard. I just wanna be how I was when I was in secondary school. I had never moaned even I had to wake up at 6 in the morning to go to school back then. But I do now even if it is a 2pm class. I just don't feel like going to college.
There's nothing I miss.
I know this is what I'm going to experience when I chose A levels. We give and take in life. Haha. Being independent and study hard because I need to apply for private universities. So I give up one and a half year of happiness to strive for the best universities in overseas.
Good choice or nah? I don't know.
I just regret every time seeing other friends in form 6 hanging out with their schoolmates even during holidays. My mates don't. And we don't care because we are going to separate somehow.
Yeah.
Same situation, but this is life,we just grown up faster than them, they will face the same problem just like us after one and a half year. I told myself just need to believe ur friends also miss u very much , it somehow lighten my sorrow 😮
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